In my first public scene, I was terrified. I knew Dr. Payne expected me to be naked. He intended to help me get over my personal body issues. He was also testing my trust and obedience.
My personal self-image has come a long way even if there are moments, I loathe all the little imperfections and scars.
For the most part, being part of the kink community has given me a new outlook on how beautiful we all are all of our differences are what makes us beautiful.
For today here I stand in the open, naked in nature confident and happy with the image of me I see. Today I am okay with me.